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Andriana Sonnenblume 🌻's avatar

I don't know why- and it doesn't matter why... but what you wrote dripped deeply and was absorbed like drops of rain on dry land. It moved and revived me.

I want to live. Like a squirrel.

To stop wondering what I deserve, if I deserve or how.

I want to feel everything and just live. Really, fully live.

Thank you for writing Notes to Myself again. My Tuesday evenings will have sunlight instead of stars once more🌹🌞

Tim Wiesnerer's avatar

Yep sometimes we can learn so much from nature. There is also this spiritual animal thing… if I am not wrong it’s called totem. Can be quite interesting what an animal you like the most, or that often or suddenly appears in your life and shows again and again can stand for…

Andriana Sonnenblume 🌻's avatar

Yes, a Totem.

Tim Wiesnerer's avatar

Guess my totems are squirrels, dogs, pigeons, tits and japanese crows

Andriana Sonnenblume 🌻's avatar

I feel my guiding spiritual animal is the wolf and my protector is the bear. Haven't met either. But I feel they are part of me or that I'm part of them.

I love cats and dogs and swans. I'm curious to see squirrels, the way you write about them make me believe that I could watch them for hours